Something I always wanted;

Each christmas i found my self asking for the same thing. I ask for a kareoke machine. I don't know why but every year i saw it in the magazines and on the t.v commercials. I got one for christmas but i just always wanted something big and better. I always loved to sing and i just enjoyed doing it for fun. My mom was drove crazy by my first kareoke machine, so im guessing thats why she never bought me a second one.

My Christmas wish;

My christmas wish this year is to hopefully get my car fixed and money. Other than that im good. I like gettin the basic stuff like clothes, gift cards and w.e else they get me. Im not a person who wants alot for christmas and depends on getting alot. If im with my family then i am ok and doing good.

Santa Clause...

So the question is when did i stop believing in santa, my reply to that is i dont really know. I just think as i got older i just grew out of it. I used to stay wide awake waiting on santa, but i always fell asleep. As i got older i started to notice things. When we moved into our house one year my mom kept her door close all night long. My sisters and brother and I stayed up all night long to see if she would come out. We would come out of our rooms, check the tree and see if anything was under it and never was there anything. So we shut our door and be quiet, crack it every once in a while to see if she came out yet. The whole entire time we all knew that there was no santa clause an my mom had all of our presents in her room. We faked her out, most of the time but we knew that she knew because shes a mom.
I do believe in santa clause when it comes to the little kids because its a tradition. I know they say its wrong to do it, but its something that brings a smile to a little kids faces when they see that toy santa brought.