Family

My mother means everything to me even though it doesn't seem like it, she does. She is the person that gave me life and showed me right from wrong. I know that everything she did was to teach me a lesson and responsibility in life. Which i do not have no regret in. I will always love her and she will always be the one i love. I look upon her because her life was not easy and was a struggle.
I am a child of 8 kids. I have 6 sisters and one brother. I am some what you would say the middle child. 3 of my sisters are half but i considered them full. One of my little sisters passed away when i was young but she will always be apart of my life. My siblings are are all apart of my life i would not be here if it wasn't for them. They kept me afloat in life. Both my Oldest sister and brother are in college and they show me guidance on where to go in life. I take there mistakes and learn from them along making my own and showing my little sisters what not to do.

Realizing life;

So basically from age 16 to now i realized life is not easy. You live for years and years depending on your mother to take care of you and sometimes take it for granted. Than that magical age appear when you can somewhat support yourself and your happy. I thought that 16 was going to be great. That i could finally get a job, spend my money the way i wanted to spend it but than my view changed couple months after that. I have realized that i had to buy my own clothes, shoes, personal needs and my mom was going to stop doing most of it. As my aged progress i was paying for a whole lot more than i expected. I thought from age 16-18 that life would be easy but it wasn't. I felt like an adult minus paying some bills and buying all food. From that i knew that i have growned up but not fully, i just knew from than on life was not going to be the way i expected it to be.