Realizing life;

So basically from age 16 to now i realized life is not easy. You live for years and years depending on your mother to take care of you and sometimes take it for granted. Than that magical age appear when you can somewhat support yourself and your happy. I thought that 16 was going to be great. That i could finally get a job, spend my money the way i wanted to spend it but than my view changed couple months after that. I have realized that i had to buy my own clothes, shoes, personal needs and my mom was going to stop doing most of it. As my aged progress i was paying for a whole lot more than i expected. I thought from age 16-18 that life would be easy but it wasn't. I felt like an adult minus paying some bills and buying all food. From that i knew that i have growned up but not fully, i just knew from than on life was not going to be the way i expected it to be.