Is Love Blind?

Love is blind. Often people never realize what is in front of their eyes. Many people look up and down the world for that special someone. They never realize that while there looking in the high and low places that the one that want is in front of them, but there never realize. We all know in the end that the one you searched for was right around the corner from you. As you get older you realize love an life. In the end of it all you realize you have gone through many of girls or many of guys and that they all was not what you wanted. But hopefully somewhere in the end you find happiness with that special someone.

Second familys;

Many people talk about have they have a 2nd mom or a 2nd dad. Well i have a second family. Ever since i was around 6 or 7 i have had a mentor/ big sister, from the big brother little brother/big sister little sister program. Which has been about 13 years now since ive been in it. My Mentor/ Sisters' family basically has adopted me into there family. When i have problems or needing help with anything i couldn't go to my mom about or if it was with her they were there. Im involved with every thing my sisters family goes through. I care about them as much as they care for me. I love them to death and will do anything. I think of myself as lucky to have a second family that love and cares for me.

Leaders;

For people to be a leader you don't have to be great but, you have to show encouragement. In a leader i look for someone who has been there done that. I have great leaders in my life who have been through hardships and has overcome them. They show me things in life that they have been through, showing me that you can take the easy way out but you get so little in the end. Telling me to choose the hard road, you work hard to get what you want and, in the end it works out the way you want it.

Battle with weight

Over the year my life hasn't been all perfect and great. Ever since i was little i was a plus size girl and still am, but over the years i have had problems. I've learned that i was borderline diabetic at what point and could have had a stroke at the age of 14. Than as i gotten older i have had other health issues. Some has gotten better but than as i got older some got worse. Now im going to change that and lose the weight. Yes i have always been a girl saying your size is beautiful no matter what size it is. I love being plus size but, learning that it can put me in a early grave or on medication the rest of my life isn't. I want to lose the weight for me. So i have my goal set for the month which is 8lbs and i plan on losing that. Im going to work my best at it to complete my goal by the time i graduate and get down to a healthier weight, Just wish me luck. :)