Dear Momma;

Momma in the year 2009 we had our ups in downs. Idk if you know but i cried more tears in probably in any other year. I tried to stay so strong and handle my own but i couldn't do it any more. When i moved out, and moved in with my mentor i thought life was going to be better. I thought no more storms, that the rain would clear up and that everything would be so easy. I thought so wrong. So many things happend to me. I had a asthma attack, i fractured my wrist, i was sick and sick over and over again. I thought if somebody started paying for things that i needed it would take the stress off my shoulders. I was wrong again. The storm came stronger, it rained for days and days, months and months. I couldn't see straight anymore, thats when i realized i needed my mother. My momma to help me get out of my struggle. That money doesn't buy happiness, and that your always going to need your momma no matter what. I love and care for my mom so much more now than i have every in my life. I appreciate everything she has done for me. I need you by my side, i know i can be independent but i just need my moms love to keep that ongoing. I know now that my momma will always be my momma no matter how far she pushes me, no matter how hard i cry because im tired of it all, no matter how broke i am, or how broke she is. My momma will be that sunlight through the storm standing there in the end saying i love you and im your momma no matter what. <3